I must admit, I'm growing increasingly unsatisfied with 'enlightenment'. Could my sons be right? Either way, I still won't join the CR, and so satisfy my pain-body. But I'm looking for alternatives to the monotony of 'now', using Oil Seller. I've recently discovered that Oil Seller can access the internet in the past and future. I'm not sure about the implications of this discovery, but I enjoyed checking out the old web, back before all the 'poisonous material' was deleted. All in all though, after surfing the web, past and future, I must say I am still unsatisfied. I'm considering revisiting some of my unfinished work from the Rising Sun days. Not sure if the Tolice will approve.

It seems that Lucy did not go to join the Churchill Resistance after all. She was taken to a School. The Tolice insist that she will return changed for the better once her Pain Body has reached a critical mass. I loved Lucy the way she was. She doesn’t need changing.